Saturday, May 21, 2016


Dear readers,

I was a happily married man until recently when my wife deserted me. She woke up one morning, packed her belongings and left without saying a word to me. When I called her to ask her where she was, she refused to pick up my calls. 

Later, she sent me a text saying " I've been miserable these past months. I want to be happy again. I've reconnected with the love of my life and I've taken my kids with me". That was how I lost my wife and kids in a twinkle of an eye.I was thrown back into the den of dating without prior warning.

Since she left, I retreated into my shell; I barely go out or have fun. Where exactly am I going to start from? When I approach a lady, the first thing she asks is " Are you married? How am I supposed to answer that? I'm 45 years old! Am I supposed to reply with a " Yes, no or maybe "answer?

The few ladies I allowed into my life all turned out to be lying gold diggers! The ones I slept with were too desperate to impress me; the s*x was so fake and premeditated!

Some years after my wife left me, I decided toenroll in a business school just to chase away boredom. I was just tired of being alone and I needed something apart from my job to keep me busy. 

During the registration week at the business school, I ran into my friend's daughter. I wasn't aware she was running a program there until I ran into her. Since I hadn't seen her for a while, I asked her to join me for lunch. 

After lunch, I dropped her off at her house and went back to my apartment. I asked her out to either lunch or dinner several times after that. We started getting really close; we talked about a lot of things. Unknown to her, I started developing feelings for her.

When our program ended, we parted ways but I haven't stopped thinking about her. I love everything about her; the way she dresses, the way she smiles, her mannerism and her jokes. She's so different and mature from all the ladies I've met. 

She carries herself with so much confidence and dignity; it keeps me falling for her.Her voice and laughter are very comforting to me. I don't mind that she is just 25 years old. 

I call her often under the pretense that I want to see how she's doing but the truth is that I just love hearing her talk and laugh. She makes me feel young again whenever I'm with her. Because of her, I want to love again! 

Sometimes, when I'm alone, I daydream of her becoming my wife and I hope that our unborn children would look exactly like her. I think I'm going crazy! I've told her how I feel about her but she took it very lightly and simply said she is in a serious relationship with another man. 

I know she's in love with someone else but I just can't let her go; I don't want to lose the chance to love and be loved. I haven't summoned the courage to tell her father how I feel about her because I'm afraid it may destroy our friendship. 

I'm really confused! What do I do now? How can I make her mine? 

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